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| Summer Reflections, 9x12 |
As I have mentioned in earlier posts, I was taking several Zoom Art Classes these last few months. While the online classes were beneficial for me, I can attest that 'Zoom Fatigue' is real. Artists don't belong in front of the computer for extended periods of time! In class I was painting and creating (Yay!)-- but not from my own references (Boo!). Ultimately, I had to tell two Instructors that I will not be taking more classes right now because I feel the need to go out and make my own art. In my heart, my soul -- I feel strongly that I need to paint for ME-- from my references/with my own eyes from life! I feel this pull, this need, this desire--I've gotta do this!
To be clear, the classes were going well and I was learning -plus the instructors were amazing, giving, incredibly talented. My decision was not a refection of the instructors or classes but instead something I felt in my heart (good sunny weather outside may have also influenced this decision). The classes with one instructor fill quickly and leaving would mean losing my coveted spot in the class. Potentially this means that when I want to return (thinking Fall), the spot might not be open, class could be full. I had several discussions about this with my husband, and ultimately we both agreed that I need to give up the classes and fulfill my need paint on my own.
The classes have given me structure and have helped me to grow as an artist and now I must take that knowledge and apply it to my art. And, I plan to keep going into the studio on those class dates, using that time to paint and be creative.
Twice now, since my decision, I have gone outside to plein air paint, and both times I feel more confident and honestly a little happier. Summer Reflections was created En Plein Air arlier this week when I went to the park- sunny and 70s, no complaints here. I am happy with the painting, I feel that I have learned so much about sky and reflections and now I am processing it all. While this painting is not perfect, I do think there are some great attributes as far as color, composition and reflections.
The classes have really worked for helping me grow and motivating me as an artist-- now it is time to apply all of that knowledge. For those who are perhaps hesitating, take a hard look inward and reflect. I think it will be okay if you go out on your own for a bit. As for me, I say, "Lookout world!"
